Something is fucking wrong with me. I know what I want but I get so distracted sometimes. Maybe I’m scared, maybe I’m just stupid. Who knows though, maybe soulmates aren’t real.
"You don’t know how deeply you are intertwined with someone until you try to walk away from them."
"Maybe someday you’ll look back and say
“She was all wrong for me.
She was too young
She’s the kind of girl who would wake up at 4
to watch the sunrise, just because there was nothing else to do.
She would scare me half to death with her jokes and pranks,
even though I would laugh until I cried in the end.
She was so blind to the world around her,
or at least it always seemed that way.
She never spoke of the news,
except when it was all she would speak of.
She would go from deep, philosophical rants
to quoting Disney movies at the flip of a switch.
Her attitude was as sharp as her wit,
neither of which I could ever keep up with.
When she didn’t agree with someone,
she made sure everyone knew what she was thinking.
She was loud, in every way possible;
her voice, her body language, her compassion.
She took life a little too seriously,
while simultaneously not caring at all.
Her dreams were so big and bright,
she couldn’t tame them into words when I asked.
She was too much for me then,
she had so much to do,
so much to learn,
so many things to see.
Who am I to tame such a spirit?
She was a storm waiting to destroy
anything that stood in her way.
I could never tie her down,
she was a force greater than any I had ever known.”
You’ll look back and say all of these things only to realize
you were the only one to see me as a powerful tempest.
No one understood your hesitance towards me
because no one was blindsided by love like you.
You’ll discover that you only saw me in a bright beautiful light
because I was everything you ever wanted
and it scared you.
I scared you."
You taught me that it’s not always the people you have most in common with that you’ll fall in love with.
But love taught us something as well